I think i would trade away the last 20 years of my life for a body that never gets tired. never needing to sleep or rest. That would be awesome

Journey to the Upper Classes

Realizing I dont want to live the same life of my parents I decided to "get rich". Not really as make millions of dollars per year. But as Tim Terriss suggested in 4 hour workweek, get rich by "freeing my time". In other words, create a means of income without needing to work at a job at a set schedule.

To do that I will do as he suggested. Create a Business. Then autonomictize it. I know thats not a word. But you get the idea. I've been toying w. creating a T shirt business for the last 6 months? maybe? but its a good number. And now its finally down to the actual investment park. Initial investment would be 30k. meaning 2/3 of my 1st year of work income. Am i scared? Yes. will this businesss work? who knows. But its my first step to "getting rich". I guess starting this blog will help me keep a record on how to "get rich" so maybe one day for anyone who doesnt want to live in middleclass forever will have a guide, well a bit of a guide, to help them along their way.

One thing big obstacle that I have is procrastination, with iono. mental fatigue? After work, I just dont want to do ANYTHING. no more critical thinking. just want to let my brains melt down and watch TV or mindlessly blast away on starcraft 2. I wish I was a robot, never tired. never hungry, never needing to rest. Another thing. not sure if its because i dont sleep a lot, like 5-6 hours a day? but I feel like my heads in the midle of a mud pool and it takes a shitload of effort to kind of swim out and see things clearly. again. maybe its a lack of sleep. but who knows. Working night shift DOES give you insomnia. amazing how I can not sleep for 18 hours and still be awake at 4 in the morning not tired. at all. but anyway. until next time.

I am surprised a bit. "Getting Rich" road is quite a lonely road. When i try to convince my friends to join me on my journey. I get a lot of skepticalism. and no followers or leaders. I guess no one really wants to get rich.

Learning to be a bit more patient these days. i guess nothing great comes in 1 day. only after endless days of repetition til i master something. so i guess i'll take things slow and first master my job and see how things go. i do feel impatient though. i want a purpose in life already

I have not updated in a while. Nor have I been completing my goals. I seem to have a weak will these days. a lack of motivation to do things. my body finally recovered from working at metro. no more aches, legs not killing me anymore. no more blisters on my feet. i wonder how long that will last. but in the meantime i guess i can finally recover my body and build it up again.

These last few days i've been in the classroom relearning a lot of things. very. very. boring. still work 5 days a week. spending much time on the train. w. much time to reflect about my life. i honestly hate my life right now. i hate how weak and pathetic i gotten both physically and mentally. What i really want right now is a passion to do something. anything. just a strong passion to pursue a skill, or whatever. at least complete something. but it is hard to do when everything does seem so pointless. all my schemes to get rich never seems to work out. i guess i lost tons of money because i was too chicken to invest more into stocks when i had the chance. should i continue to invest? i dont know.

i remember an exercise that the elementary teacher wanted us to do. write down what you want to be 20 years from now. or something along tohse lines. i would say i'm getting there. so. what. was it. i guess it was work in a nice office, make lots of money, etc. haha. i guess i didnt receive a single thing i wanted as a kid. but then again, values do change. i don't want a office job. though.. i guess it would be pretty nice. and do i want a lot of money? i guess. money is always good. but though i always talk about getting rich. i don really value money. i mean there is just nothing else to do with my time at the moment. and having extra money never hurts. i remember in high school all i wanted was a girl. to make that individual the happiest on earth. and that would be my goal in my life. to live for someone else. now. i dont know anymore. maybe, i've become more selfish. or maybe i just stopped caring about everything. but now i really dont know what i really want to do with my life. and as i get into this routine of work, every night before my sleep i'd scream in despair into my pillow. another year of work. work. work. night shift. adjusting. spending hours on the train. coming home exhausted. lose weight. nothing. ever. changing. and then whats even worse. its a wash rinse and repeat. since hospital is where i will be... for probably years. this will keep repeating. and repeating. and repeating. and i don't want it to be like where i'll just work work work save. save. live in brief moments and die at the end. i need to find a way to escape from this life. why is it. that we work all our lives and save. for some shit end. but yet. even though i say this. i am doing nothing different to alter my future. what. can. i do. to change my future. to escape this work many days. w. few days of freedom.

I remember long ago when i went to church. something w. Adam and Eve. how they feel from paradise into earth. and yes i feel this is true. this world is always a fight between joy and sadness. enjoying life in brief moments with long long periods of stress, anger, despair. one can view the joy as a blessing to life, or a mockery. just there to make our long periods of unhappiness feel even worse. i know i'm not explaining this very clearly. but simply said. there can be no joy without the opposite. and you can figure out the rest from there. I am too afraid to live a life i want to live. too stupid to know how to pursue a life that i want. and too afraid to take a shortcut and just move on in life. hence i wish i've never been born. that is the ultimate lazy way out. and thats it for tonights rambo.

Alright! so Blog it is. I guess no one really wants to read all words. maybe cartoons is neededto illustrate my point. so much scattered things in my mind. what to really focus on now. same problem w. creating a class. unifying the things people should know. under one topic. niche. something ppl will go back to time and again.

after talking w. david maybe i should just do a blog on it.

Alright. So now to begin a plan to research and set up a buisness. something i have no idea on doing. so the solution?

finish all contents of http://www.sba.gov/category/navigation-structure/counseling-training by next week and look for additional resources i may need. actually scratch that. there has to be something better than that site. i feel its too general to be of use.

Things i need to figure out.

my product. ( what content will i be giving out)
how much to charge
how much it costs?
and to who should i be focusing on. what else is there?